You Don’t Need a Fixed Moment to Be Seen
A line from a song sat with me this week: “You don’t have to fix the moment to be worthy in my pain.”It made me pause and reflect, gently uncovering truths I hadn’t noticed before. All my life I thought faith needed a certain kind of proof. Growing up sickly, I expected one spectacular sign: the illness gone, the miracle obvious. When that didn’t happen, I felt cheated and small, like God’s attention was measured by how loudly He intervened. I kept waiting for the scene to be “fixed” so I could finally feel known. This year I’ve been writing my first book, and the process forced me to meet those old expectations again. Putting pieces of my life on the page revealed a pattern: I had been looking for large, tidy moments that would prove God’s nearness, instead of learning to recognize the quieter ways He shows up. Writing changed how I remember. It didn’t manufacture miracles — but it shifted what I count as one. Here’s what I learned along the way: Being seen is not the same as be...